Friend, relationship, enemy

From secondary until college. I have never being single more than 1 year... Really, being in a relationship is that important in my life now? I have to consider about this. 

That's sound nice to hear that you are in a sweet relationship, but at the same time there is sound sad to hear that you are break up. Look, it is true experience of mine.. 

What is the point of getting together and break? Is it that everyone have to experience it by our self?Really no that kind of true love exist in my life? It is easy to being a relationship,but hard time after break.. It is easy to meet a friend, but is not easy to be unfriend. It is easy to be enemy, but do we have to be like that? 

I think I want to be single and unavailable.. So won't get hurt, and can enjoy life being friend with anybody I like. 

Enemy? Nah, I don like to have any enemy in my life. 

How many happiness we can actually hold longer? Haha I think I doesn't matter anymore. Relationship is so troublesome, complicated, messy...it is also like a game,who quit the game and that's whose loss. 

Is all these thing is a stress? Maybe or maybe not.. Depend.. Hahah gonna concentrate preparation for exam. Just wanna take a break of doing my own thing.. YOLO-You Only Live once😊