This is my life

 What is happening in my life? There some picture I wanna share..

How is my nickname come from?
Actually my nickname-Ashley.. Is created by my best friends when I was still standard6. Even since, I never change to any other nickname . They create it to me when I was about to create my own signature. This is all related story . I find out that my own Chinese name was so hard for teacher to pronounce it.

I really don't believe that I actually can memorize our whole body of muscle and bone. Study physiotherapy really let me learn more about human body.. Do you know what is physiotherapy? There are something that I want to emphasize 'Physiotherapy' is not work for massage!

I thought I come to college no need to study Bahasa Melayu, Moral n sejarah... Why...why must i make my life so tough? Recently 1 of a lecturer ask who ever never get 'credit' in Bm need to take BM class again. I really hate BM. I thought i can finally escape from Bahasa Melayu..Tell the true, my bm never pass before from primary till secondary. But of course  i pass on my spm and I was super extreme happy. But now?? I need to aim for my bm to 'credit' already. I don't have confidence seriously.

This is cool that we've a free snowflake!!One of my friend, he is a snowflake king. He eat 2 times a week. Walao... I want to promote here also- Ocha'ryo ! Is green-tea favor and it taste not bad too. Puchong snowflake are more choices to choose.

Here my new uniform. Have to wear it everyday during class ;s not comfortable  to wear also i prefer tee-shirt.

 Bread from 'RT Pastry House' shop call 'Tiger Cheese' ... Quite famous!!Is at -Puchong-

Our previous prime minister. He is cute isn't ? Somehow, Im still think that he look alike with my dad!  

DIY present to my BESTFRIEND. I RARELY DIY something for people. Which can say I never DIY before. This photoframe I did it the day before my friend birthday. Look Doesn't bad right?

 My long hair is getting long and long if i still don't go salon. Since my sister get marriage I also rarely go cut my hair. Because I always get my hair cut with my sister only. Im still thinking do i need to cut short again? or  curl my hair. All my friend ask me to curl it.  Some how i think that is waste money.No idea..

Advantage for long hair that I can tie any style of Braid I like. I admit I very good with tying hair.

Sushi for my family.

Look at my 'body' woah... hahah I just nothing to do.

Oo I freak out when i saw this. Something wrong with my billing. I rarely call people also .I only use to sms only.

Feel in love wearing Long dress. 

Ninja Joe burger shirt. I don't work there ok, I brought it at the shop because i think is special enough. Can't find it at other place.

Very bad Sunburn!  

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I realize my face always look very reddish. Which i always told my friend that i have a good blood circulation hahah i bullshit.

Nice tattoo... Fake 1 larh. Its just the way to figure it out how is our bone shape look like on our body.

Bicycle Keychain Limited edition!!

Rainbow body...

Happy 10th month gift :) 

Hardly find someone who know the real me

I find out that I've a major problem with communicate with people around me. Of course I want someone that can really understand who am i and really can talk anything we like but this connection I hardly find. Im those person can be very quiet when you don't know me or some situation you will saw me alone there. I really don't know how to mix around with people randomly. Its just my problem that I think too much about people characteristic. I often think about how the people feeling when talking to me? Am i a boring-type people or what.... I just prefer to be alone sometimes. I don't feel comfortable to be with someone that always need to find a topic and talk too. And Im too shy to speak it out loud in front of people. I don't like to yell at people so normally my friend will think that Im those shi wen girl.

   I really don't know how to show up to people. I hate loneliness and that's make me don't feel good. I don't like to repeat story from 1 person to another person.. My story will end up from the 1st person that I've talk about. Im always home alone and thats growth me into a silence person. What is true friendship its very hard to find out in my world. My loneliness and shy never get rid of me instead that make think more and begin a unequal emotional girl.

   Begin a happy person really need to learn about it. If the person I don't feel comfortable to talk with I will talk less. Because I feel that is not connected in the communication.. Im used to be doing everything by my self. Im Hoping to be a nice person even though Im already nice but  for me I don't think it is nice enough...