Live life stronger

I had no idea how to describe my feeling. I stay strong for myself but at the same times my mind is losing in a forest . I know people who know me that will think I am a peaceful girl that always got nice smile. I am not easy to let people know what my feeling is .Or let said when come to have some problem of my own , I would never show it out. I just think  I am okay to just control it my feeling in front of people. Yea. I am those people when come to facing problem I always face alone. Not really like to share it out the feeling. Because people can't do anything when listen your problem. At the end also need to face it alone. I really hope to forget about it. Why people can be so hurtful? Maybe think another way, why people can be give up on somethings they usually in love with? I am now full of interesting Social Psychology so I can predict some answer out through the people behavior. No such things is can read people mind that I learn from a psychologist, that is true!! As always we are growing up with our age. Mind is also going to be mature. People change is happen on their study or family or social environment... Or maybe there are some secret hide behind their on their own mind through to change a person thinking.

I always hope for my life to be good. Or maybe try my best to live good. A good relationship is hard to find because its fill with something like fate that make people feel in-love. Feel like a Miracle is happen around the life. That's why I always feel proud for those who find their soul mate to living together until old. If god want me to choose, I would tell god to tell me what will I be when I am an old women. Life is still long, like thousand mile away to search for the life.

 At some moment I feel like true love is standing in front of me. But at some moment I feel like I am alone. If life without friend that is the saddest part of life. But if life without another part of soul mate, people are still can live well. It is true for the single*.  I would still believe one day, there will be someone is worth to wait for. Waiting is not a problem because it take time to see a real person who can sacrifice to wait for. People who need experience to grow up mature. Without experience you would not be a successful person. Everyone would have did something wrong before and they also want people to forgive about what they did. No such thing is unforgivable unless you hate that person well. But don't you feel tired to hating  a person? I personally  really don't like to hate people. If the person really do something unforgivable I will just open and close one eye because I am too tired to hate people.