Lazy kill my life

I always say myself have many excuses doing things. Lazy really is apart of our life instead of people know their problem but they'll still like don't care ( close one eye &open one eye ) to face the problem.  No one can be more understand than yourself. Only u you self know well, if your own also don't try to fix the problem always lazy, there is no one can help. I'm the one who know my own problem but still the same never change. The problem i means is _Mix with bunch of friend / group talk_ I normally found out really hard to speak in front of people. I will think that everyone are different character always scare I say something wrong I also understand i think too much also. hahah I really don't know how to kill of my laziness.