Lazy kill my life

I always say myself have many excuses doing things. Lazy really is apart of our life instead of people know their problem but they'll still like don't care ( close one eye &open one eye ) to face the problem.  No one can be more understand than yourself. Only u you self know well, if your own also don't try to fix the problem always lazy, there is no one can help. I'm the one who know my own problem but still the same never change. The problem i means is _Mix with bunch of friend / group talk_ I normally found out really hard to speak in front of people. I will think that everyone are different character always scare I say something wrong I also understand i think too much also. hahah I really don't know how to kill of my laziness.

Process change of the life

I have realize my blog is so dead! The last post is on Feb25. Now April GOSH how can I begin so lazy to update! Well everything that happen in my life are so impossible. I still remember i pack all my thing, clothes and bring to my college to stay there.  The pass 1 week I stay in my dorm was so stranger . I've never leave from my house and stay at other place for so long. Now, I realize after graduate should become more independent . Everyone from my college also come from different place & state. 1 of my friend she is come from sabah. She is a sabahan but I feel sad for her because every week or holiday she always is the only one who need stay back in dorm. She can not go back to her own house at sabah. She only can go back after she graduate college and work for hospital 5 year only can go back to her own house.  I every week can go back I also will complain about my life. I just very miss my own room , own computer, tv, radio. All are change after I come to these college because no tv to watch, radio, and computer. I not going to buy a new laptop for college because i already have one in my home & only one that I can't bring to my dorm.

   So far a lot of presentation and assignment have to do. I have learn so many things from my college. At first I thought that I won't be able to cope with my study because I've never study bio in my high school before. I found out Anatomy&Physiology is not that hard and boring if u really interested in-to these topic. Study Anatomy&Physiology can let me know more and more about my self. Can understand more about why human able to move and how heart function , spinal, hormone, reproductive and more.... Take care of people also have skill.

  I really never expect anything in my life.I really don't know about how is my future be. What I will be in my future and also what I work for in my future. After spm the 3 week time I choose to study  a nurse because I like to help people. Actually begin as a nurse is not that easy that what u see or what u think of nurse are. A nurse have to be double caring job to responsibility take care a patient. You know why i say that? Not that I want to insult doctor not caring patient just that doctor spend more time on surgery and cure people. As a Nurse need to follow up to take care the patient that sick. I would like to say that patient's see nurse more than doctor. So thats why begin a nurse not easy. How I wish my life is easy and nice.

  I am the kind of person  lazy to study, say the true larh I don't really pay full attention in class when during class. My mind will start day dream somewhere else when the subject that I feel boring. I found out I often feel sleepy during class cause of I always sleep after 12am and everyday need wake up before 7. Morning class will make me sleepy but when I think of lunch later I will try to wake my spirit up to listen to my tutor. Now no more call 'teacher' in college life its 'tutor'..

  I been into this college for 4 month already and I still alive really is a miracle.So far test3 is around now.. After this test then I complete my semester 1 already! Yeah :D ! Look! WHY life begin so fast. I still remember the day I complain and now I have been pass through all the problem . There will be more and more problem coming to my life so yeah I am learning how to be more independent on my studies and social too.


WISH MY GOOD LUCK...(:

:) Always keep the Smile in my life no matter what is happen ..