I can't change is a bad habit

I can understand why  people are idleness to blog about their daily life progress.I agree, cause I also turning lazily to blog about myself , which kind of boring...... I would rather go register tumblr now and start my new Life.I never study for whole day today, cause I went out with mom ....its weird ,cause i suddenly ask a random question to my mom ,said : "mom do you feel like to shopping now?last time you said u want me to take u to KL shop.so lets go today, want?" alright I  go change clothes first. YEAH, this's suddenly decide, that i never thought I'll go shopping since school  Start my spm year. I thought I can't go out and just only can stay at home for study.  3 hour for shopping, It is too late for the decision , but no care as long as not staying at home!

#1 Do I have to find a home-tuition teacher to teach me those subject that I'm not good enough?
#2 The  way to improve and not wasting any money for tuition its only study own self  everyday?
#3 Read more book can improve my language?
#4 Pay attention in class, if anything not understand ask teacher for help?
#5 Study with friend?

I have TOO many question to ask,cause I not sure which is better for me for my future also,But in-front of teacher I always the quite one ,that also counted as bad habit.that's why i hate myself alot...I knew it

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Here a good new for me, edwin is going back to msia today, so we can finally chat.ohyea cause he went to Phuket for his holiday, he leave me alone!anyway we never been chat for few day. emm its new record,seem the day we start to be together, We always chat everyday.No matter busy or tired or what we surely  Chat .I can't without hearing his voice before I go sleep,heheh you can leave if u don't want to continue hearing about about us . 

I hate crowd place, in my life i never been let people who push me in to the LRT. They are just so like a bitch.I cant even stand properly,NO SPACE FOR MY LEG to move..I think this case will just only happen from Msia.

Look! foreign country won't ever do that. Cause I saw a *Angmo he tried to tell the indian guy : let some space for them to come out first. But the indian guy didn listen and straight away go in. guess what... the road stuck ,cause what? the indian guy dont listen.There is not much space so pls Follow. Dont push people its dangerous. line up and go in.So easy..