Part of me : Life as we know it

Hi, i apologize about today,

I thought you would let me go to somewhere, KL.far away from PJ. with 1 on 1 ....
sorry for let you worry about it. and thanks for care about me. i would like to take you go.but there alot lala and many people .i think you cant tahan with it. is not your place. and so nothing to see, and boring place.

I thought everything I can handle it,so no need to ask for protect,but I'm wrong whose boyfriend will let his girlfriend go out so far away (dangerous place) and without a boy to protect, we know alot case about it.. KL is not safe without a boy friend accompany :)

i always say 'i thought....i thought' what anything i confirm about.?50% guess 50% confirm. My knowledge is super suck* if ask me about country,social News, world , fashion i have no idea. i'm kind of a girl-lazy type always ask people for answer,I don't check/search/find by myself..cause what? who can bear about this type of girl. sometimes I'll hate myself for those reason. I need to open my mind, grown up more mature thinking (change out my childish thinking) freaking hate myself the ignorance mind.Thats why I said I'm Not such a prefect girl.

I HATE PEOPLE WHO SAY BAD WORD
I HATE PEOPLE WHO SMOKE
I HATE PEOPLE WHO DONT THINK ABOUT IT THEN DECIDE THE WRONG THING
OKAY i need to stop sayying this,
actually i keep complain here is not good .ohyea

I complain alot as edwin know it very much.I just no idea why do I like to complain people/things or anything thats make me feel uncomfortable then suddenly come out alot question that i don't understand,why....so i start complain and started ask alot silly question.

Anyway I miss my working place those myanmar people. They treat me very good and they're so friendly,just our communication got some problem other things still can handle it.first day of work, i hope faster finish it, i quite dont like to work in a restaurant' cause last year holiday i work as a saler. Just serve customer ,take stock to them,just that so easy thing. But I find out work as restaurant MORE GOOD, they provide food,and my place there very freedom one. 11.30-2.15 alot people come eat breakfast/lunch. then after 2.15pm is my turn to eat my lunch.after my lunch wipe plate thats all then rest sitting down (between 2 to 6 less customer only). till 6.00pm dinner time quite many customer coming in.. but my work shift is just untill 7pm,so yay not my business..

i like my place dessert .heheh i can eat for free also. Especially the Gandum with sweet corn and bubur cha-cha...very nice!!
mm those food from my place there taste delicious not expensive.alot customer would prefer our shop than the chicken rice shop .

officer would like to go in a air-con room than fan room.I'm right whao make me feel like our boss is so clever actually.