Fight for your decision ?

Do you have any hard time making decision for buying something that you don't know whether you will use/wear it next time often? But I know I am one of them! Always have to consider a lot when buying something that make you 'fall in love at the first sight' of the thing? Haha, consider too much will hurt your mind, body will start appearing angel and evil fighting around your head :) 

Here's my tips : (buy or not to buy)

-the thing you WANt or you NEED to buy . Think about will you use/wear it often? If answer Yes, often, then faster go to counter and pay it QUICK!! Don't delay ,like seriously.. If your answer is Unsure then go outside of the shop and walk around until your mind can't resist the power of the thing then just go and buy. If you mind forget about that thing then it's fine ! 

Actually recently I fall in love hiking. I tell myself that I have to buy a suitable shoe to hike. I consider about New Balance. Price around two hundred. Light ,design Is my type but then I keep my choice. After few days I was still thinking that shoe. But spending for shoe is not my type. One day I went out alone to search for present, enter a Nike shop walking around oh no, I'm not expecting I will buy anything in there but my strong instinct tell me to buy . Sometime I admit I got hard time buying things I need but also I can be that kind of straight buy cause of the better value .

Gonna intro My new Nike family:) 

Life wonderful

 I think live is so wonderful. Nature of human ,nature of plant, nature of animal, nature of everything that bring many character  in the world. People with a healthy organ,brain,soul only can feel the nature of the world. I feel you-my world' life is too amazing. I'm glad I'm born healthy, take good care of health is everyone job. -You have to love yourself before you love others*- Love who you are and understand what you needs is not hard but firstly you have to give effort to yourself and trust yourself. Be confidence to yourself, people beside you or opposite you can do well why can't you also be the one too?

 I know the live of journey is not easy. Everyone get chance to exprience no worries. The time saids and meant everything you did or u pay for. Not everything will be prefect and get what you want for the result but at least you try your best. Without trying your best and you hope for good thing come to you, that is no no. 

*****

Staying at Sarawak sibu neary 1month. I finally understand how others people feel when you missing someone so badly. I have many great memory left behind my mind. :) 

1.First time going down to another state alone.

2.stay up late night, and feel the quiet of the town.

3.Trying the best food in the town.

4.Hear the winds that blow over the salt water .

5.Exploring to the place we never go before.

6.Went to other people college ,found out a BANANA auto machine. 

7.Always be there when I need someone to talk to, to complain to, to laughing to..

8.Park date, road date, foods date, drinks date, shopping date, SMS date, phone date, public transport date, bus stop date.. And more more 

9.How u dress me up like doll.

10.How you explain of dangerous of this and that. Bla bla la 

11. Will be continue all the great memory in my mind...

Homesick

Have you ever live far away from your family and people or animal you like to be together? Here I'm one of lonely. Far away from home ,make people home sick and this is a common. But if think out of the box, we are not lonely outside its just a challengin of our life through. This kind of challenge which not make you become lonely ,it's make you become stronger. Everyone is growing up become young-wild-mature-old. This is kind of process which nobody can escape. No matter how you suffer from your life now, don't be upset, upset for a moment can but don't last long. Life is still a reality to everyone. This is a game nobody can game over.  If game over your life is nothing like 'wind'. Why do I use 'wind' to describe because wind* have no direction. Life without direction, your life will spoil. Life is still long way to go, but take a step back and cherish the great moment that had past in your life. Memory are always in your mind forever. 

Here I facing to wall more than out. It's boring but life still have to go on. Have never stop thinking somebody. I hope you will be the same, let's fight for the time. :) 

Everyone fly away but I will always be the one waiting for you :) 

Having a great Partner

You don't have to change girl but to improve, people who fall in love that is something extra in their life. 

1.Motivation

Your partner will be the one always give you positive feed back. When you feel lazy your partner will always be the one who push you to done your work. Your partner always make sure you study well, eat well, sleep well. Sometime  your partner can be your motivation to be the better person. Motivation that given by your partner is very important because that be lead you to do better in everything.

2.Supportive 

Without supportive your partner is nothing! We all need a support behind us.Whenever you are feeling depression, remember you are not alone to face all the problem. Your partner will never leave you away whenever you're depress,sad,anger. Instead they will give you support to make sure you won't fall from the mistake.

3.Advised

Sometime girl can be very blur. BLUR MAX* Who are the one always beside you and advice you to be smart? Your partner lor. I have also no idea why mostly girl can be blur the MAX. Maybe that is something do with the girls nature. Hahah :D Some one who can always advise you to be alert away from the environment.

4.Cheer-U-up 

Your partner can be your cheer-doll. When your mood is down, your partner will tried their best to make you smile. Who will allow you to be sad? People make mistake for sure but don't not let your pretty smile hide behind your face. Bring out your natural smile is the most beautiful present in the world. It is better to face problem with your partner than alone. If someone who are ready to be with you how come you still keep distance with them? If your partner can't solve the problem but at least they can be the listener and eventually you will feel good after telling.

A good partner he/she will never want you to fall. They want you to be yourself and improve your personality instead of staying on the spot and never grow. <3

Reblog: I can be the girl

I can be the girl who will always support you through your decisions, no matter what. When everyone tells you you’re crazy, I will stand firmly by your side, and reassure you that your thoughts are one of a kind.

I can be the girl who will always be the same for you. When you feel like everything around you is changing and it becomes overwhelming, you can always come back to me and feel security in the fact that I will be as you remembered me. Our relationship will have stayed the way it was when we were the happiest.

I can be the girl who will talk you through your problems. If you ever need someone to just listen, I can be that person for you. I will listen patiently and intently, as if everything you said were the words I worshipped. Then, I will give you the best advice I can possibly give, because all I want for you is to feel at ease with your problems solved.

I can be the girl who will always be smiling for you. You won’t ever have to worry about negativity around me because I will always be that cheerful, optimistic girl who can lift your spirits. You can depend on me to be carefree and think of all things as good and well in the world. You can depend on me to inspire you to think positively and to put a smile back on your face.

I can be the girl who will understand when you’re having a bad day. I won’t question you if you suddenly stopped talking to me. I’ll give you space if that’s what you need. I’ll understand that you will be yourself again. I’ll comfort you if that’s what you want, and I won’t pester you to tell me if you don’t want to.

I can be the girl who does all these things for you, but I also hope that you can be the one who does these things for me.

Ps:I can be who I am, as long as I'm strong enough to keep you positive all the time. Yolo.. We have to appreciate moment in now, what else you want to wait? Don't wait until everything is past only regret that you never do anything for the person. I know it's only for once in your life doing something stupid or silly thing with the one you love but that's something cute n memorable between you two. How nice is that ? 😉

First day of new year (2014)

Happy new year again (2014) the very first post here. Haha I update my blog whenever I've mood to write. All of my memory I wanna keep as much as I can so my blog is the always the best diary accompany me.. Less body write diary everyday. Instead of writing diary in a book, type on blog is the most convenient ways to do. Diaries on blog will never get missing or wasted any papers or places to put diary book.

*So first of all,I would like to share my first day of 2014 year.

1/1/14 is a holiday. No jam good. As usual wake up early in the morning to get ready to old folks house. Yes first of January I still have to wake up early. As usual reach college and walk to old folks house, otw to old folks house I kind of enjoy the fresh air that I breathes. Actually if no any special thing to do during holiday or weekend I will sleep more longer than usual. 

I'm started loving adorable old folks, I love taking care of people and I got the patience heart to look after them. I know people from there are sick but when u able to still make them smile it will make your heart melt too :) 

The oldest old folks is 100 years old this year. Whoa.. I never imaging that I'm still able to chat with her, feeding her, massage her. Her skin is too fragile, muscle all are like jelly... She always like to play with her denture hahaha..