To my lovely God :
You are a good listening ,patient ,understanding me god! None of a human can be my good listener.I find out begin a happy human its really Hard. 100% of people have their own feeling. Own sorrowful, miserably ,pain keep inside their heart.If you can find a good listener to listen your feeling, that i can say you're really lucky to have a true friend around you. They care about you ,so they want you to share feeling out to them.They will be patient and keep quiet beside to listen what do you want to share.Everyone can understand hows that feel like!
Sometime I really hate thats feeling. super freaking damn damn HATE SAD FEELING in my heart. Everyday add and add to my heart ,possible to make my tear out easily.
I have a weak heart, I don't mean illness larh. Just a very easily to think alot negative thing to-in my heart. So that's why i have a weak heart. I'm not that brave you think about me. Ya, when you see me I always smile to you,but that don't means I'm happy.I don't like to add EMO. Nothing good to show off those feeling.Eeerrrrnn, I almost can be crazy for those sad thing occur in my life!
& I'm a bad explaination, bad in showing out my feeling to my listener.Bad in, telling out the wrong feeling ( like what I said and what I thought are different)I'm a Bad expression@
LOL,I have a truth experience in my life before* Sometime I would think that my lovely Doggie is my GOOD Listener too. Whenever I said out my feeling to my Doggie, or I'm sad or down . My Dog will come over my side and sit on my thigh (like comforting me don't cry, be happy, put those feeling a the side and play with me)..Its really touch me you know. I tried before, and my dog really sayang me.It really make my smile :) thats why i love my dog so much...
Sorry that I always post my feeling here. But blog is my good accompany. I can said whatever I like here. I feel free.
